Sunday, July 22, 2007

i need...

lately the urge to run away and start over again is growing stronger and stronger.

im trapped, and it's frustrating to say the least. i think it would be beautiful to go somewhere that i dont' know anyone. and i don't have to live up to anyone's expectations.

yes this is a 2am rant, and no i don't believe it's rational or possible that anything will happen in the near future.

i just need it to go down on record that i'm tired. i'm sick of being defined by who i am with you, you and you, and it's been so long i don't know if i ever existed.

and it's tiring holding onto a secret you'll never be able to let out.

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